Seek

I’m tired of hearing everything I speak
Said back to me
As if I don’t practice what I preach
Just because you can’t see it
Doesn’t mean I don’t seek shit
Seek to be remembered
Seek to be forgotten
Seek to be found
Seek to find
What’s truly mine
In this hurricane mind
Whose thoughts are these
Whose breath to do I breathe
I hold these limbs
Yet can’t feel a thing
Not even a phantom pain
Or the cold rain
I’m here but I’m not
I am Who I forgot